raine's pop journal

Dear Geng,

You know I love you. You are always in my top 5 in my Suju stocks...
But don't think you think this is one of the worse times to drop this kind of bomb??!!
Since, SJM is still in their promotional stage...it seems like chaos now and I feel sorry for the other members.
One of your fans once said that you were dangerous...and I believe them now...
But, I really hope SM offers you a BIG PAY RAISE so that your mafia boss will be happy and you can stay in SM and everyone will be happy.

love,
Raine,
The girl you smiled at when you were in that ridiculous dragon costume.

omg...lao beng...it's gonna get messy.

But we do know he's happier in China...but then, I didn't really expect this...and I think geng is a really precious asset to SM...so I dunno what SM is gonna do...and I dunno how is this gonna affect Suju-M (I dun tink it'll affect Suju so much)...but anyways.....i am very sleepy, and my mind is clouuded by the fact that I have to write two articles...
oh and Lee Min ho...yes, went to his fanmeet last night....erm...it was...mainly fanservice....he did alot of activities with the fans....but I dunno...since I was not a diehard fan, I was kinda bored because he doesn't sing or dance...maybe because I am used to Super Junior's "WOW" kinda performances...but then you can't compare the two of them...

anyways...back to article writing...

Buwahahaha...will be seeing Goo Joon Pyo laters...buwahahahahahaha

Also managed to score some tickets for his fanmeet tonight...buwahaha...I want a picture with him!!!!!!!!!!!

SO fast, it's already Sunday...Last Sunday I was in Incheon city area, doing some sauna mission...Hmmm...nothing much is happening. Will have to leave the house to go to the other end of the island. The breakfast I had was too oily, so my stomach feels weird now...and I am still constantly sleepy again. My teammate in Seoul says that I sleep in reserve whenever I am in Singapore, so that when I go to Seoul, I never needed to sleep. Maybe...

I should get started in writing Snowy while I await the results of the other publishing deal. Singapore is very sunny yet windy now.

I dunno why my eyes are so puffy...even tho I do sleep alot, and have nothing to cry over...mystery...hmmmmmmm

I managed to prolong the deadline for one of my articles...actually, just dun feel like writing about irritating chinese songtress...but I will eventually...

Oh and most of my korea pics are in Facebook...so I dun feel motivated to post any up on lj...unless, alot of people wanna see it or something...

Anyways...I need to go out for some pre christmas party? but I feel sleepy, and I need to dye my roots.

how's everyone? Am baaacccck...
and am in a state of inertia...what else is new???
Korea was really really fun~~! Because it's like trying new things...but the seven hour bus rides were no joke.
Highlights...passing the Anchovy pen to Eunhyuk via sukira and he LOVED it...there's youtube vids to prove this...




Other highlights include making lots of friends and making my Korean debut on KBS...yes, I am the queen of variety. I am searching for the file at the moment...and my Arirang debut is coming soon....

Oh yes, did not buy much clothes this time but but splurged on notebooks and stuff and also moar makeup this time round. That rose essense that Yoona endorses is very BOOMZ...I recommend it to all.

should have officially quitted kpop news when I said I wanted to...
There is so much shoddy "news" reporting everywhere...
In regards to the prositution ring news...a celebrity was one of the clients and they reported he was from an idol group...but it turns out he was MC the Max...which is not even an idol group!!! And hasn't he been drafted to the army!?! Stupid guy and stupid commentors and stupid person who wrote the article.

aigoo...
I think I need to start work next year...
No money...
Even if I get the book deal, royalties won't come in so fast...
I think after Chinese new Year, it's time to hunt around unless a miracle happens
Being a strugglinh artist is hard.

By a strange turn of events I am home early...

Supposed to go to someone's Hen's nite...but my other friend was like buzzed so I went back with her without greeting the hen? Which is kinda bad of me, but I didn't want to pay club cover charge just to greet the hen for ten minutes!!

ANyway...waaah, I wanna buy a Noh Hong Chul pullover hoodie!! It's very loud and boomz! I wanna buy the Muhan Dojeon calendar too, but...I wun be in Korea in time...I think...and I think I will be able to fulfill one of my wishes which is to see snow this year! Yes, I have yet to see snow!!!! Actually, I am beginning to think that wishes do come true!

no one calls or text me when I'm at home...
But once I go out I receive a barrage of calls and sms-es...
Oh and I'm happy I got struck by a wave of inspiration and managed to find my digicam batt charger! yay! And found my lost prom pics in the process...I think I looked more Chinese last time, and my teeth are strighter!! wth...But I also found pics of the love of my life when he was 1 years old...Rabbit! He was so fat and cute then

And my week is very busy before I leave for Korea...
tonite, do that gmarket for my friend, finally, and clean my rooms...Do Cd reviews
Thurs, send guinea pig to vet, order some tiger balm, go to S's bdae party
Fri, meet C for breakfast, A baby A...night Family dinner, later that nite church thing, even later than night, there's a bachelorette party....
Sat...meeting lian and lei? (maybe), church stuff...
Sunday (need to pack!!) Meeting some singer to interview, finish writing the article then go airport. lol

took me so many hours to do this one because stoopid windows movie maker kept messing up my audio!!! damn u!!! and there was a much better version but the audio kept messing up...GRRRRRRRRRR

But I think the beginning and the end is nice!!! LOL...please rate and say how much u love it pleeeaaaseee

HAVE SENT OFF COMPLETE MANUSCRIPT TO THE PUBLISHER AND NOW FEELING DAMN SCARED ORH................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN ONLY PRAY AND WAIT NOW

My fave 40-year-old man (technically still 39) aka Park Myung Soo, got admitted to the hospital during ic filming because he complained of chest pain...poor man...but I think he already got out of hospital and resumed filming Infinity CHallenge...he is really dedicated!! Maybe he is stressed out like me over his BFF aka Yoo Jae Suk quitting so many shows!!!!!

but I searched through nate and good news...he is gonna have a comeback album! hahaha..I will buy lots! I shall write him a love letter and give him one big tub of tiger balm when I go to Korea and try to find him...

Readthrough is more tedious than i thought!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I am addicted to U-Kiss's 만만하니 ...even though it sounds like Ring Ding Dong,Sorry Sorry, Abracadabra...but it's a real hot song~~~!!!

Anyway I realised even if I intended to sign up for JLPT this year, I couldn't have gone because I'm leaving on the 6th...oh wait...actually I could have since I leave at night...HAHAHA...oh well...

Back to reading through my own manuscript...

Not many people will know what I am rambling about...
But I tend to NEED shows that canl make me laugh...and usually Korean/Japanese variety shows are the best forms of Prozac for me...

Anyways, my latest Prozac, aka Korean Variety show that has been helping me from dwelling into the depths of depression has been Muhan Dojeon aka Infinity Challenge...it is one of the SILLIEST SHOWS on this planet, because the producer is a genius and the comedians (well, the majority of them) are genius too....Anyway, in Korea, there are two major MCs/Hosts...and one of them is MC Yoo who is sorta in charge of Muhan Dojeon...I didn't use to love him as much, but lately due to my addiction with MD, I really admire his skills in keeping harmony with the wacky team...Anyway, my fave comedien is Park Myung Soo and he is like BFFs with MC Yoo

ANyway anyway!!! Lately there has been rumours of MC Yoo leaving Family Outing...which I didn't care about so much...but but but!!!!!!! A FEW DAYS AGO THERE WERE OFFICIAL NEWS OF HIM QUITTING FO AND MUHAN DOJEON...and I dunno..it probably means that both shows will be cancelled!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *cries at one corner*

lemme think..I think Muhan will be cancelled...although I personally think...it has a better chance of surviving that FO without YOO JAe SUk...because there is Noh Hong Chul and PArk Myung Su...and when HaHa returns...because these three are the one who I think can carry Muhan when Jae Suk leaves...And Muhan Dojeon is really because of the PD's genius ideas...soooo....I DUNNO!! AHHHHHHHHHHH AM STILL SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lazy sunday morning.
But I will finish my book by today...
Then tomorrow I can read through everything and edit...
And mail it over...

AHHH...the thought of it makes me super nervous...
But but...we can be happy to know that I am going to Korea on Sunday!!
And we will go to Jeju Island too!!
Woohooo

I think I really have ADD...I wonder if I can seek a psychologist to get a proper evaluation!!!

anyways, I kinda failed in trying to quit Kpop...and skimmed through omona...
hahahaha...but I am cutting down!!!

But omg, all the post-suicide news about Daul Kim is sad...and they are closing down her blog. Her shoot with the jewels is so beautiful...sigh...

And hohoho, an issue I was commenting about, well, I was right after all...see, if the world listens to raine, it would be a better place...

am finishing up the second last chapter...it has been a slow week, and my period pains are not helping...

the weather is so hot, feeling grumpy...
Having period cramps...feel like meeeeeeeeh
people are irritating me...
boooo...

ok, I shall quit kpop news for a week and see if my quality of life improves...I'm sure it will! Because it means no more "accidentally stumbling upon gaesaeki" and meeting stupid netizens with stupid comments. Anyway, since suju is sorta resting now, there really isn't much important news these days.

anyway, I just found out who my travelling companion is gonna be, the world is so small! The other winner of the Korea youtube competition is this editor I know! haha...she is on my msn list! I think I only saw her once in my life. But it's good! She's funny! the world is so small

anyway, here is another sound mixing thingee I did...I am still lousy at it! But I kinda wanna experiment and practise