raine's pop journal

I shall go to the hairdresser and attempt to tame this lion mane I have...
I am afraid that all my hair might fall out...
I am still rather meeh and I wonder if it could possibly be pms...
But I realised that I have like less than two months to do whatever I want...sooo
I shall try and do everything...I shall attempt to write some songs for the SM audition!!!! In CHINESE!!!! buwahahaha...I am not very serious about it...but somehow it makes me excited and less emo!! So yes! I already have my subject themes! But coming up with the tune with absolutely no mixing software is hard....

anyways...let's just try our best

I weighed myself and I think I lost about 5kg during the Christmas period...
I think the busy-ness and depression got to me...
le sigh...
But I have been reading Bakuman manga and it's really helping to inspire me...
It's written by the Death Note creators...and it's about how two high school kids aspire to be mangakas...it's very motivational and real-life-ish

things to do today...

renew biz (done)
Mail out payment forms
Chase person for payment (done)
Print out some Korea photos for scrapebook (maybe will just arrange them today)
Mail out package to the USA (maybe will do this tomorrow)
Work on new story
I think I have to interview two taiwnaese stars later this week...

Anyway one resolution...I shall sleep by 12 pm every night!

I really like it when my lfe has a clean slate...
Like anything can happen...
Anyways...it's 2010...waaaah...2 more years before the world ends...
This year, would like to make some short films...
and write Snowy...
I realised that it depends on whether Pop Star gets picked up, then i will decide on getting a full time job after Chinese New Year...but honestly, I think it'll be good to look around now...since I am now broke...but I think it'll be good if I finish Snowy before Feb ends...I'll be very proud of myself...

And I need to gain weight!

I woke up with a headache...
And somehow feeling very hungry now...
But my head still hurts...
I pity all the the animals under my care while my family is on vacation...
They all look skinnier now....omona....
Will visit BFF at the hospital later...congrats for giving birth on New Year day!
tbh I still can't believe it's 2010

Since everyone was not feeling too well today...myself included...
decided to spend a quiet new year's eve at home...it's okay...
I personally just want to sleep...
Oh and my Japanese friend told me to watch Jin...I read the synopsis and it looks epic!
Grabbing the episode now!

congrats to my darlings Eunhyuk and Eeteuk for winning SBS entertainment awards...for best newcomer <3...actually I think they can be the future Korea MC's if they keep doing what they are doing. Shindong too! What I like about Teukie is the fact that he is very humble while Hyukkie's heart is pure...lol...

I woke up with a headache today...anyways, it's new year's eve so...by some change of events, will be staying at home! Which is fine by me...lol...I am very sad that my rabbit is not with me for the countdown this year though...

I have been thinking about Geng too...I think SM should just revise his contract, and shorten it until he is 30 or something...but I do know they have a long term plan for geng...but then, if geng goes solo in China, then what is he gonna do? Maybe an actor, I guess...

Am very sleepy...
Was being a good Singapore ambassador and bringing my two Japanese friends around Singapore
They were easily amused by everything and so...that is a good thing
But am very sleepy now...
Will drop by Chinatown later and after that...going to the night safari aka Zoo...
And omg...new year is coming!

How's everyone?
I am very sleeepppppy......
as usual...
I have to take care of the whole house because my mom has flew to Korea with my other family members....
I didn't go because 1. have no $$ and 2. dun do package tours...
My aunt's doggie is with me..and he looks sleepy...awww


And will meet my Japanese friend later and bring her around Singapore....waaaaaah...I dunno...where to bring her! Need to clean up the house later...so that the place wun be a wreck when she visits..

Dear Geng,

You know I love you. You are always in my top 5 in my Suju stocks...
But don't think you think this is one of the worse times to drop this kind of bomb??!!
Since, SJM is still in their promotional stage...it seems like chaos now and I feel sorry for the other members.
One of your fans once said that you were dangerous...and I believe them now...
But, I really hope SM offers you a BIG PAY RAISE so that your mafia boss will be happy and you can stay in SM and everyone will be happy.

love,
Raine,
The girl you smiled at when you were in that ridiculous dragon costume.

omg...lao beng...it's gonna get messy.

But we do know he's happier in China...but then, I didn't really expect this...and I think geng is a really precious asset to SM...so I dunno what SM is gonna do...and I dunno how is this gonna affect Suju-M (I dun tink it'll affect Suju so much)...but anyways.....i am very sleepy, and my mind is clouuded by the fact that I have to write two articles...
oh and Lee Min ho...yes, went to his fanmeet last night....erm...it was...mainly fanservice....he did alot of activities with the fans....but I dunno...since I was not a diehard fan, I was kinda bored because he doesn't sing or dance...maybe because I am used to Super Junior's "WOW" kinda performances...but then you can't compare the two of them...

anyways...back to article writing...

Buwahahaha...will be seeing Goo Joon Pyo laters...buwahahahahahaha

Also managed to score some tickets for his fanmeet tonight...buwahaha...I want a picture with him!!!!!!!!!!!

SO fast, it's already Sunday...Last Sunday I was in Incheon city area, doing some sauna mission...Hmmm...nothing much is happening. Will have to leave the house to go to the other end of the island. The breakfast I had was too oily, so my stomach feels weird now...and I am still constantly sleepy again. My teammate in Seoul says that I sleep in reserve whenever I am in Singapore, so that when I go to Seoul, I never needed to sleep. Maybe...

I should get started in writing Snowy while I await the results of the other publishing deal. Singapore is very sunny yet windy now.

I dunno why my eyes are so puffy...even tho I do sleep alot, and have nothing to cry over...mystery...hmmmmmmm

I managed to prolong the deadline for one of my articles...actually, just dun feel like writing about irritating chinese songtress...but I will eventually...

Oh and most of my korea pics are in Facebook...so I dun feel motivated to post any up on lj...unless, alot of people wanna see it or something...

Anyways...I need to go out for some pre christmas party? but I feel sleepy, and I need to dye my roots.

how's everyone? Am baaacccck...
and am in a state of inertia...what else is new???
Korea was really really fun~~! Because it's like trying new things...but the seven hour bus rides were no joke.
Highlights...passing the Anchovy pen to Eunhyuk via sukira and he LOVED it...there's youtube vids to prove this...




Other highlights include making lots of friends and making my Korean debut on KBS...yes, I am the queen of variety. I am searching for the file at the moment...and my Arirang debut is coming soon....

Oh yes, did not buy much clothes this time but but splurged on notebooks and stuff and also moar makeup this time round. That rose essense that Yoona endorses is very BOOMZ...I recommend it to all.

should have officially quitted kpop news when I said I wanted to...
There is so much shoddy "news" reporting everywhere...
In regards to the prositution ring news...a celebrity was one of the clients and they reported he was from an idol group...but it turns out he was MC the Max...which is not even an idol group!!! And hasn't he been drafted to the army!?! Stupid guy and stupid commentors and stupid person who wrote the article.

aigoo...
I think I need to start work next year...
No money...
Even if I get the book deal, royalties won't come in so fast...
I think after Chinese new Year, it's time to hunt around unless a miracle happens
Being a strugglinh artist is hard.

By a strange turn of events I am home early...

Supposed to go to someone's Hen's nite...but my other friend was like buzzed so I went back with her without greeting the hen? Which is kinda bad of me, but I didn't want to pay club cover charge just to greet the hen for ten minutes!!

ANyway...waaah, I wanna buy a Noh Hong Chul pullover hoodie!! It's very loud and boomz! I wanna buy the Muhan Dojeon calendar too, but...I wun be in Korea in time...I think...and I think I will be able to fulfill one of my wishes which is to see snow this year! Yes, I have yet to see snow!!!! Actually, I am beginning to think that wishes do come true!

no one calls or text me when I'm at home...
But once I go out I receive a barrage of calls and sms-es...
Oh and I'm happy I got struck by a wave of inspiration and managed to find my digicam batt charger! yay! And found my lost prom pics in the process...I think I looked more Chinese last time, and my teeth are strighter!! wth...But I also found pics of the love of my life when he was 1 years old...Rabbit! He was so fat and cute then

And my week is very busy before I leave for Korea...
tonite, do that gmarket for my friend, finally, and clean my rooms...Do Cd reviews
Thurs, send guinea pig to vet, order some tiger balm, go to S's bdae party
Fri, meet C for breakfast, A baby A...night Family dinner, later that nite church thing, even later than night, there's a bachelorette party....
Sat...meeting lian and lei? (maybe), church stuff...
Sunday (need to pack!!) Meeting some singer to interview, finish writing the article then go airport. lol

took me so many hours to do this one because stoopid windows movie maker kept messing up my audio!!! damn u!!! and there was a much better version but the audio kept messing up...GRRRRRRRRRR

But I think the beginning and the end is nice!!! LOL...please rate and say how much u love it pleeeaaaseee