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Apr. 10th, 2013 | 04:34 pm

So I'm back in SG and pretty much have been recovering my ZZZzzzzs....so now, am pretty much just reading, writing, promoting my new manuscript online...and will start teaching again on 1 May....My Korean friend may bunk in with me as she tries to look for a job in SG. All the best! Although I think moving to a new country is really unnerving....I mean, for me, I don't mind staying somewhere for a few months....but unless we are talking about marriage...I don't think I will move out of my city.

Things to look forward to..
1. May's issue of Teens
2. Free labour photo shoot

Invited to some Tampines Day, but I don't know if I'm going....In other news, it's sad that most of my friends are so tied up with marriage life or babies, they don't have time to play with me. I guess that's why it's impt to have younger friends.

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Dec. 13th, 2012 | 12:00 pm

I wonder if people still find me on LJ...anyway, if you wanna find me, I'm active on facebook and twitter @rainedictator...

Anyway, lately have been seriously obsessed with Alice Nine...like...almost every breathing moment I'm listening to their song, or watching their baka channel or thinking about them...lol

But yeah, this week is resting body week after the operation...I should be taking off my bandages soon, but I'm kinda waiting for it to heal a little more? I'm also preparing for some scholarship resisdency thingee...I was supposed to mail it out today but...my sis didn't print out the docs...so can only do it by Sat? Or maybe Monday, since Sat is super crowded...

But Life has been good, although I am broke, but Im not super broke~ And Christmas is coming and Mom has bought me a nice pair of sunnies...so I am happy...I do need to visit the dentist tho~

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woohoo

Jun. 5th, 2012 | 09:28 am

Hihi~~
Life is okay...much happier now after quitting my job...although I am worried about finances...oh well. But I think now is a good time to focus on book promo activities. Like EBOOK! and School Tours!
And I have an audition on Thu...MUST GET IT!!

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May. 2nd, 2011 | 10:59 am

it's a nice gloomy day today...i still like coming to LJ to empty out all my random thoughts...so yeah...main project now is BOOK...oh dear, i'm not like how i was 5 years ago, when I was so optimistic and confident about myself and the world...now, am plagued with lots of negative thoughts....so...anyway am going forward whatever the case...no money how???


have been watching chuno, a drama that was aired a year ago and am convinced it's the BEST K-DRAMA EVER!! I don't even have a fave K-drama...they usually don't provoke your thinking as much as J-dramas...or are quite as creative....i think Koreans are better at variety shows...that's where all their creative stuff are...but yeah Chuno is awesome and inspiring! Anyway...Singapore...what do we have....

Another thing on my mind is general elections! Whatever the outcome, it's good to see so much passion on our streets.

lalalalalalala

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Apr. 18th, 2011 | 01:00 am

wanted to sleep but couldnt...too many thoughts swimming in my mind....
sigh...
It's time for battle mode tho...
God help me!!!

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Mar. 16th, 2011 | 09:51 am

since I am waiting for my download to finish (17 more minutes), I shall write a journal entry in my semi-abandoned LJ~~~ I feel like time has been moving rather slowly these days....am going to be shooting this guy friend of mine later. I hope to make him into a ulzzang (best face?)...I kinda like him but he's 10 years younger than me...omg...and no matter how I look at it, 10 years is too big a gap!! Maybe 5 years is the max I will accept??!!!

Anyway, shall be professional and just take pretty photos, so that I can hone my skills of taking pretty boys and eventually be a sort after photographer by Johnnys, SM Entertainment, and all those pretty actors!!

ANd I'm acting in this indie short film next week...i'm a little conflicted as to how to play the character.....hmm, need to dwell....I love how LJ gives me as much space as I need, unlike that damn twitter!!!

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Feb. 21st, 2011 | 01:08 am

I am abit confused at the stats at my blogspot...
But anyway, after SS3 SG, there has been more or less a steady flow of visitors...but...I don't have anything to update...sooooo....they may abandon me eventually
Maybe April, we'll see more kpop stars....
ANyway, I should sleep but heart feels a little unsettled...
Tomorrow is busy with wedding stuff (not my own, duh)
I have two articles and a Mandarin interview on tue...arck...need to prepare....
There's a wedding this weekend...
It's the last weekend at Expo for my church...then we are moving...I will miss the old venue because it's so near my house!!!
There's bridesmaid stuff to think about...
oh well.....and then Feb will be gone like that...omona....

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Mixed feelings

Feb. 6th, 2011 | 10:25 pm

So many mixed feelings....
Withdrawal symptoms...miss them like crazy...
Wonder if the star I'm chasing is just moving further and further away from me....
Wonder if this dream I'm dreaming will never come true...and what happens if it doesn't...will I just die from heart break....

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Jan. 17th, 2011 | 08:00 pm

this is really the only place in which I can rant properly...I can't believe I had this space since 2004....

ANyway today was rather shit because 1. my two payments are not mailed to me yet 2. Mom is throwing a fit at why these payments are not in yet and questions what am I doing in life 3. I get pissed at why these payments are so freaking late and i question what am I doing with my life. Of course once everything is in...I will be rolling around in money (not exactly but pretty comfortably)...and then I can see my Super Junior in Singapore and everything will be peachy...but of course there is that nagging question about what am I doing with my life....

Things like the arts grant and the children book competition, can only be known in mid year...so what am I supposed to be doing in the meantime??? And they are also such a big gamble, maybe I shouldn't put all my eggs in one basket? But then I do have part time freelance work....sigh sigh...and I am getting old....big sigh....I just want to be a novelist...and be able to live off my novels....is that so hard???? I do believe my writing has improved over the years...gripe gripe gripe....but at this point, there isnt much else to do but to believe i'll reach there eventually.

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Jan. 17th, 2011 | 04:30 pm

There seems to be nothing to do but wait now....

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